Well, loneliness is settling in.
I dropped my friends a good three years ago to give my life to someone, and now that that someone is cut out of the frame, i have no one to return to.
Cant blame them, and i don't. Im not bitter about it at all. I just miss them all, as sure as they missed me, then resented me after being ignored for so long by me. I didn't want two, but my life was overtaken and boxed up and put in a closet.
I do sincerely apologize to all of you. I hope to make it up one day.
And if not, then sadly so be it. Im unfortunetely great at being alone.
..just gotta stay away from that bottle.
outofit.
